God is amazing! We are like little specks on this Earth yet God loves us so much! He never stops loving us. I was looking at sunset pictures from Florida and saw the shadows of people on the side of the beach and it made me think that is how God sees us. We may just be small little specks in God's eyes, but yet his love for us is more than we could ever imagine. It's amazing to think about...I was looking back over this past week and just thinking about all the things that had happened to me yet still all the fun I had and how amazing that that trip to Florida was planned the week that it was. It took me away from so many distractions even with the distractions it brought...I would not have traded it for the world. Being away from everything yet being with friends I never thought I could get this close too really was an eye opener for me. I had been praying leading up to this trip with graduation and all that God would just open and close doors as he sees fit in my life and I have noticed so many smal, silly prayer requests that have been answered almost as if God is saying, "Kristina let go of it all. I'm in control." And for some reason its finally starting to click. I feel as if God really is in control! He has closed so many doors this past week, but yet opened so many new ones. I may not always understand why God is letting so many things happen to me all at once, but I know in the end, there is a reason. He has a plan for my life. I feel like this is a new a chapter of my life that he is opening as he is closing the old chapters...I now realize that through all these small answered prayers that he is still right beside me...he has his arm around me telling me he is there and that I need to trust him. I know that he is in control! My mom is having a quadruple bypass this coming Monday and I have been really worrying about it remembering back to when I lost mu grandpa after having open heart surgery. But I realized I cant keep worrying about it, but let God take control. God is answering small prayers to remind me he is there and he is in control and he will be sitting right next to my mom holding her through the whole thing. My mom is tough and has fought through so much with God's help, I know she will come through this with his help! So if you have been praying please continue to pray. God answers prayers! My mom is a living testimony and I know she will be again!
I feel like I had to write this out to actually let God take control and to really give it up to him...if you read this please keep my mom and our family in your prayers...He answered so many prayers lately, I know he is control of this if we let go and give it up to him.
I love you all! Thanks for all your prayers.
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